dear Gelo Belano,
Malapit na ang Christmas!!! Sorry I won't be there to celebrate it with you, pati sa birthday mo and birthday ko. Actually first time ko lang magstay dito ng December. First punta ko dito June-October 2005, Second October 2007 ,then now October-January 2010.
Yesterday, we went to church and stroll around the bazaarnear our apartment. Kakaaliw may mga kabayo and mostly mexican stalls (etong community kase namen madame mexicans and puerto rican). Kaya minsan feeling ko wala ako sa US rather nasa Mexico. (wala kang makikita na pure puti dito sa community namen). Actually dito sa NY iba-ibang lahi na talaga nakatira.(so diverse-kaya nakakaaliw naman and nakakainis din minsan)
Bumile na din pala kme ng Christmas tree (yung totoong tree). Mga 5 inches tall, nakakaaliw naman kase i love Christmas and the entire month of December..Now it feels better na seeing the tree!!!
During family meeting madame kame issues na napagusapn. Mga properties ng parents ko sa pinas. Mga future plans namen magkakapatid and sila din. Mas relieved lang ako now kase I get to open up my plans in the future and ayun naintindihan naman ni mama. (natuwa naman sya nung sinabe ko na ok lang naman sayo if hindi pa ako uwe and kampi ka sa kanya). But then I need to act regarding my situation , negotiate and change the plan again. She has an open mind now na eventually magkaka pamilya na ako and all that (big girls na ang tres marias nya).
Ayun excited na din ako to fix my life, grow up, decide on my own and live the life how I wanted it to be. Still thankful for all the support that my parents have been giving me. I thought na its time naman for me to work hard and return all the blessings.
Soon I'd be 26 na! I need to be independent and mature enough to stand on my own (lalo na financially!). I need to be a saver this time. :)
That's it for now...
I love you so much! +muah+
Love lots,
Rian Ruiz (Belano)
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