Hi hubby I give up from all the long stroll and non-stop shopping galore of my mom and my sister. I just stayed home and rest and watched cartoons. Nag muni-muni din ako because at some point I don't know where to start. Being back in New York,was granted to stay here for the next 5 months as a tourist, having you in my life na, an expiring tourist visa next year Feb, my pending nclex application, being unemployed. Seriously I'm experiencing anxiety attack already. *hugs* I know na it has been a week palang naman since I got here pero you know me I need a plan. Wah! hubby ko mid-adolescent crisis na ata eto. Hinde ko din maenjoy pagshopping kase nahihiya ako sa parents ko na gastosan ako.Even the offer of giving me another financial support for studying again medyo nagaalangan ako.As i see it kase napapagod na si mama magwork, si Tin next year pa mag grad and if magaral ako next season dagdag gastos nanaman.Hopefully I can get a part-time job para makashare out ako sa expenses. To be honest I wanna settle na din, I want to have my own house,car,family and a fulfilling career. Oo gusto ko maging nurse (yet pag dito ang dame ko pang isasacrifice na time) (pag dyan naman my income isn't that rewarding). Another option, for the meantime I wanted to go back on my buy and sell business. (yun I have experienced a good income from doing that ang kulang ko lang before eh "car") kaya I need to save up to get myself a car.
Ohwell I hope you don't feel off na I'm sharing my life plans with you now. I just wanted to be transparent with you, you have been my bestfriend and you're my man. I would appreciate your insight din on how I can make my life easier. Syempre considering na we wanted to be together in the future na rin. Sana you could share your plans din with me,para I can somewhat tweek my plans para happy parin tayo both and para we have the same goal!
Kanina nagpasama ako kay mama buy ng dinner ko sa Mcdo then I told her na you're serious about me and how much you love me. Medyo nahurt and disappoint lang ako kase may hint pa din na she thinks na I'm not serious about our relationship. :( Well I can't blame her din naman kase she knows about my failed relationships before. Yun lang i figured na I need to make her see na I'm serious about our relationship na and about my life. More so na long distance pa tayo now.I don't want you to think na nahihirapan ako ah, eto lang yung mga facts na we have to consider din. I know you're parents are concerned din sa setup naten. No worries naman I know God has a great plan for us since sya naman na din gumawa ng way para maging committed tayo to eachother diba. I'm so thankful lang na wala nako proproblemahin pagdating sa LOVE,kase you never fail to share with me all the love you can give despite the distance. I can feel your sincerity (awwww thank u for making my wish come true!). I hope ako din nafifill up ko rin yung longing mo for love. I love you so much!
Anyways I ended the day with a bottle of Corona light beer (hihihi! kainuman ko si daddy and si mama).Syempre pulutan ko chicken nuggets at fries (hinde masarap..walang lasa at makunat) Ikaw kase eh ininggit moko, hahaha! *muah*
Thanks for the effort makipag webcam chat..kahet napupuyat na kita ok lang sayo..You look amazing swetness, gwapo ng asawa ko.for real! Lucky to have you! Mahal na mahal kita! *muahugsies*
love lots.
Rian Ruiz (Belano)
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